{"id":45142,"date":"2019-01-01T17:57:42","date_gmt":"2019-01-01T09:57:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lifestinymiracles.com\/?p=45142"},"modified":"2019-02-20T22:07:33","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T14:07:33","slug":"hello-2019-10-lessons-from-2018","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lifestinymiracles.com\/2019\/01\/hello-2019-10-lessons-from-2018\/","title":{"rendered":"Hello 2019 \u2013 10 Lessons from a ‘Shitty’ 2018"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Pardon the French, but 2018 had been just that kind of a year for the hubby as well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

While I was going through my own health issues, the husband has been having his own too. Sometimes the ‘pillar’ of our lives who support us silently from the sides, have their own struggles which they may not be so ready to share…until being asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So this is for all the husbands out there…from mine: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

HELL of a Year<\/strong>
<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cThere\u2019s 40% chance it could be prostate cancer.\u201d my urologist muttered matter-of-factly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019ve been having urination issues since the last quarter of 2017.  The issue worsened towards December 2017 with frequent visits to the toilets at night and many \u2018urgent\u2019 episodes that had me rushing to washrooms in malls and petrol kiosks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My plan to seek medical help was put on hold when Angie was diagnosed with cancer in January 2018.  I decided to keep mum about it, as my priority was my wife\u2019s recovery. It wasn\u2019t until after her remission in May that I finally made an appointment to see a urologist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So there I was, 3 months after Angie’s MRI, at the same radiology clinic. Totally surreal and shockingly unbelievable but absolutely true that months after my wife’s health scare, this time it was my turn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This was how 2018 started for us.  For the rest of the year, we traversed between medical check-ups amidst the demands of our jobs, parenting a tween AND an active preschooler, children falling sick, visits to school to meet teachers etc.\u2026To make matters worse, just as the year was stabilizing towards the end, I sustained a painful knee injury and had to see an orthopaedic specialist for a few months (will save this story for another day).  All in, 2018 provided enough drama to create many subplots for a gripping serial.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

10 Lessons from a Shitty 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

These are 10 lessons I learnt from a \u2018shitty\u2019 2018 that would shape\nmy life going forward. I am penning it down for my kids to reap some wisdom\nfrom their parents\u2019 experiences.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1. Dream<\/strong>: Before Angie\u2019s cancer episode, we had booked our flights for a DIY trip to Finland. Little did we know that the December trip would become a \u2018tangible\u2019 finishing line as we endured the marathon of health scares and treatments throughout the year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I was quite emotional when we stood on the\nfrozen lake admiring the magnificent Northern Lights in Finnish Lapland. THAT\nwas my finishing line for the year. We made it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So as a new year begins, set a dream goal as a couple \/ family and work towards it together.  It\u2019s a powerful motivator to work towards a common finish line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Aurora Borealis, Finnish Lapland. Dec 2018.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

2. \u201cBetter a neighbour nearby than a relative far away\u201d<\/strong>: Trials test relationships.  While it is easy, almost effortless to say, \u2018I\u2019ll pray for you\u201d, there are those who went out of their way to uplift our spirits when we were literally in the pits.  To really make a difference for a friend in need, be there physically and emotionally; do something, do anything to reach out and show you care.  Send a postcard, order a Deliveroo, plan a welcome-back-to-office breakfast. Make an effort to walk in their shoes. Love is a verb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Never belittle the power of encouragement you may have on a friend in their times of need.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

3. Less is More<\/strong>: Lying on an MRI table helps you prioritize your life.  Friends, events, obligations and commitments – all legitimate excuses to be busy.  Given that our lives are unpredictably short, it\u2019s important to be busy with life, rather than to be living a busy life. Declutter your life, weed away toxic friends and devote your time to those who truly matter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

4. Talk<\/strong>: Conversations are a great way to diffuse life\u2019s stresses. Don\u2019t shy from it even though, as men, we prefer to keep quiet, bottle everything in and carry the burdens on our own.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I remembered how devastated and alone I felt when I knew of my wife\u2019s cancer diagnosis. I had to put up a strong front for her and my kids. Thankfully I found support in the form of Daddy friends from Daddy Matters<\/strong>. Conversing with them gives me perspective and helps me manage my emotions better when I go home to my wife and kids. It enables me to feel belonged to a community, knowing I am not alone in my struggles trying to be a good father, good husband and good man.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Daddy Friends Who Matter, From @DaddyMatters.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

5. Don’t Cast the First Stone<\/strong>: We were flabbergasted! Imagine this, an acquaintance who was not even close to us at all texted Angie to ‘prophesize’ that her cancer is due to our ‘covetousness’ and even proceeded to warn us to ‘get right’ with God before more calamity befalls.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seriously?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

We understand if we are deemed not holy enough in your eyes but never pass quick, baseless, hurtful remarks and judgments, especially to a fellow Christian sister who is battling cancer. It makes you a terrible person.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

6. Involve the kids<\/strong>:  When parents have a rough year, its easy for kids to have it ‘rougher’. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

During the process of coping through the year, it was so easy to just shove the kids aside and focus on resolving our adult issues. In fact, early on, it was so tempting to vent our frustrations on the kids. It wasn’t until during the mid-year Meet Parents’ Session that Dana’s form teacher had informed us that Dana had confided in her about how she was worried for her mum to the point it affected her mood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

We took this opportunity to learn and started to communicate with her on what her parents were going through. We involved her in our prayers and for me, I used our daddy and daughter time in the morning to update her on some of our struggles and what her parents were going through.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

That had helped and motivated her to improve on managing herself and helped with taking care of her little brother while her parents balance between work, home and their health. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

7. Mind your own Health<\/strong>: Take care of yourself, because no one else will. Exercise, eat well, sleep more and if resources permit, travel while you can\u2026Health tips that are featured in the Sunday newspaper columns suddenly become so relevant as our mortality comes into focus.  Only when we are well can we buy more time with those we love. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Travel when you can. While your knees and health still permit.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

8. Prepare for Rain<\/strong>: When faced with life-threatening ailments, the first thing that came to mind was the urgency to get ourselves treated, at all costs.  With that, comes the consideration of finances.  The reality with government hospitals is that wait time can be long. With cancer, you don’t procrastinate your treatment options.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Thankfully our insurances took care of a substantial part of Angie’s medical expenses and set her on the road to recovery. Never underestimate the importance of protecting yourself and your family with medical insurance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

9. Look Up:<\/strong> Religion helps us to believe in something bigger than ourselves. Particularly important when we are thrown with challenges that are larger than life. Through our struggles through childlessness, multiple child losses and a shitty 2018, we still believe God has been merciful and faithful to us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Religion helps us see our life’s purpose within a larger perspective.  When you are in the trenches, take a minute to look up\u2026it may just give you that ounce of strength to move forward, one step at a time. Many mornings, I would wake early to spend quiet time praying and interceding for my family. I would never have made it through 2018 without God.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

10. Live Intentionally<\/strong>: My father died when I was barely 13. So I understand what it feels like to grow up ‘father-less’. I am relieved I am that my enlarged prostate is not cancerous but I am on daily medication, with surgery being one of the options if symptoms persist and my prostate index still does not improve this year. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

In 2019, I want to be more intentional how I live my life. To create more tangible memories with my family and leave a legacy whilst I am still able to. Because we never know when that one phone call or that one singular event would just change the course of our lives, forever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTeach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Psalm 90:12 (NIV)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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My Precious Family in Tallinn, Estonia. Dec 2018.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYet I will rejoice in the Lord,
    I will be joyful in God my Savior.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Habakkuk 3:18<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Follow my journey on IG over at @doting_dad. <\/p>\n

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